i have always wanted to do this. but i have never felt like i have good things to say. i don’t think i care about that any more. i have started this blog mostly for a course i am taking but i want to use it to write my thoughts as well.
today has been tough. i opened my mouth when i probably shouldn’t have. my intent was good but my approach was very bad. nothing that i said was understood correctly and i feel like that is only going to cause more problems. i love this person greatly but i don’t think she will ever believe that again.
i wish that i could paint pictures of my thoughts so that everyone could understand. i often fail with words. maybe one day pictures will come that atleast show a small piece of my mind.
